1. Where in the world is summer? I just want a few consecutive days of sun…
2. Happy long weekend both north and south of the border! We’ll be taking Spud to see the local fireworks display on Friday night to celebrate Canada Day. Other than that I have the good fortune (note sarcasm) to work all three days… Sucks that I don’t get to spend time with my boys, but we need me to be working so I’ll take all the hours I can get.
3. For any of you who are interested in seeing what I’ll be doing this summer, and simply because I like talking about it and Colin’s sick of hearing about it every day, Hood & Portland To Coast Relay has created their own YouTube channel. You can check out the trailer for the documentary that came out earlier this year as well as lots of participant videos. Pretty sure I’m going to need to bring a Costco-sized pack of batteries and multiple memory cards for my camera!
Thanks everyone for your congratulations yesterday! In case you couldn’t tell I’m excited too!
If you happened to be stalking Nuun’s Facebook page on Tuesday night (and, if you entered, don’t pretend you weren’t) you would have seen that I had a bit of a conundrum. Spud’s end of year picnic started at 8:45 Wednesday morning. It was at a park about a kilometre away from where we live so we had to be out of the house by 8:30am. Nuun was announcing their team at 9am PST. I don’t have a smart phone so there wouldn’t be any checking from the park. What to do?
I hemmed and hawed all evening. I had a couple of “Negative Nelly” moments when I was just convinced that I wasn’t going to be chosen. I kept apologizing to Colin for being a “Debbie Downer.” To which he told me to be a “Positive Polly” (or “Positive Perogy” since that was dinner). It at least made me laugh. Going to bed, I still was unsure about what I’d do in the morning.
Finally I decided that I would call Colin at work once I arrived at the park. He said he’d probably check even if I didn’t want to call and, of course, I didn’t want to find out when I got home if he’d known all along. Impatient, much? Our conversation on Wednesday went something like this:
Me: Have they posted it yet? (it’s 8:58:37am).
Me: Have they posted it yet? It’s 9am, by my watch.
Colin: No. I’ll call you.
5-ish minutes later…
Colin: I already called you once.
Me: Sorry, have it on vibrate/ring and they’re mowing the grass. Yay or nay?
Colin: Yay you!
Me: What? Really??! I got in?!?!?!? Commence happy dance in middle of the park, which is me tippy-toeing on the spot with my arms in and hands up by my face.
Colin: Yup. There are 20 on the list and 6 alternates. You’re first on the list, but it doesn’t mean anything because it’s alphabetical.
Me: That’s fine. I’m in!
I had so many other things I wanted to ask, but I could tell he was busy. The rest of the morning was spent having fun at the park and making sure Spud didn’t fall off of any playground equipment. I didn’t have much time to think about it until I got home.
Of course, the first thing I did was turn on my computer and check Nuun’s blog and my email. Then I congratulated the other runners. Then I stalked my stats to see how many people came by my blog. It wasn’t long before we were all contacting each other and trying to figure stuff out. It’s crazy how fast things move.
While I’m still a little stunned that I made it I know it’s real because I have to send in things like my 10k time, leg number preferences and other fun stuff. Thank goodness I have almost 2 months to prepare for this. Not only do I need to get my training underway (at least I’m in a clinic already) I have to figure out what to pack/wear/etc. Colin’s taking vacation and will hopefully spend the 4 days in Seattle with Spud. Lots to do.
Here’s why I’m stoked that I’m on the team:
- I’ll get the chance to figure out stuff about me. Get to know myself if you want to be all hippy-dippy about it.
- This is a once-in-a-lifetime kind of thing. All the talk of HTC when the movie came out really peaked my interest, but to be a part of it now is so cool.
- I’m the token “foreigner.” I’m sure I’ll hear a bunch of “oot and aboot” jokes.
- I will finally get to meet some ladies whose blogs I read. A few teammates know each other and some don’t so it’ll be a nice mix.
- I just gained 19 friends! Crazy!
- I will represent an awesome company!
Yippee!!! Nuun is announcing their HTC team tomorrow! Still stressing, but feeling as confident as I possibly can.
I never posted my actual entry. I couldn’t figure out how to put it up without making a HUGE post. Sure, you saw the video outtakes, but the video wasn’t even my real entry. Mad props, by the way, to those of you who did a video and sent it out into the online universe. You are far braver than I! But I was emailing with Tricia at Endurance Isn’t Only Physical yesterday and she asked to see it. So I figured I should probably figure it out and just put it up for everyone to read.
Like I told Nuun in my (scripted) video: My entry [one reason for each of the 197 miles in the relay] is honest, I like to think it’s funny and sometimes it’s just downright dumb. But it’s what I’ve got.
To read: click on white box with arrows at top right corner.
Yes, the title of this post is very EMZ, but it seemed appropriate.
As you all know I applied to be on Nuun’s Hood To Coast relay team. The deadline was last Wednesday and the “winners” will be announced this Wednesday. Let me say now that this has been the longest week of my life. It even beats out the last week of my pregnancy. Spud was 10 days early so I didn’t know my last week was my last week; capisce?
Anyways, about this last week. I think I have officially driven Colin nuts. A lot of “do you think it was good enough?” and “do you think I’ll make it?” type questions. I know that he does support me and does think my entry was good. Pretty sure, though, that after asking him for the 20th time in one day he just starts to humour me. The other thing I’m doing is practically stalking the Nuun Facebook page. Thankfully I’m not the only one. I know it’s silly since there is no announcement for another 2 days. But I figure it doesn’t hurt to make sure they know I’m still out there and stressing!
So back to the title. I know that this isn’t a popularity contest. If it were the team would be made up of the most popular “big” bloggers. Which would be cool. However, I wouldn’t be on it. As I was reminded: If you don’t get what you want, it’s probably because you didn’t ask for it.
Therefore, I’m asking. Again.
Please let Nuun know on Facebook that I should be on their team. Will it make a difference? Who can say? For all I know, they’ve already selected their favourites. But at this point I’m not above begging.
Back to stalking ’til Wednesday…
What I’m about to post is essentially my worst nightmare. If you’ve known me for a long time you already know that public speaking is not my forte. I speak too quickly and usually feel extremely nauseated. I just don’t do centre of attention. Never have.
That said, I’ll apparently do anything for Nuun’s HTC contest. I’ve put myself out there more in the last 5 days than I have in the last 5 years.
Without further ado here is my HTC “blooper reel”:
I had plenty of time to mess up when I taped myself. It was just take after take for 15 minutes (hence the fading light). Note that I have 1:27 of screw ups; there were way more, but these were the good ones. By contrast, the video I sent them is only 58 seconds long.
1. Game 6 of the Stanley Cup final is tonight. If you read this blog you know who I’m rooting for. That’s all I’ll say out of fear of jinxing it.*
2. There is nothing worse than obsessing over things that are out of your control. I submitted my entry for the Nuun Hood To Coast contest on Friday. The problem with being somewhat proactive is that now I have to wait. And wait. And wait. You get the idea. The contest doesn’t even close until the 15th. They don’t announce the team until the 22nd.
I’m confident and my entry will speak for itself. But I’m terrible at biding my time. Just ask Colin. I’m a ball of anxious nerves. It sounds kind of silly, but I’m honestly sure this is why I don’t put myself out there too much. The “will they like me” question is killing me because what if they don’t? In my head I know that it has no bearing on me. That’s the insecure 15 year old me talking. It’s not like they’re going to send me an email saying, “You know what? Yeah, just not good enough and we don’t like you.” Either my entry was more creative than the other
hundreds or thousands of entries or it wasn’t. If I don’t make it onto the team, I don’t.
After reading that last paragraph it’s obvious I simply need to let go and stop over-analyzing. Easier said than done, of course. I’m sure you’ll hear about it a couple more times before the 22nd.
3. My half-marathon clinic starts tomorrow! Hip hip hooray! It’s 16 weeks long (I think) and will train me for the half in Victoria, BC in October. Colin’s going to be training on his own for the full. It’ll be nice because I’ll be able to watch him finish since my race will be over first. I’m so glad that my running is back to being scheduled. I’ve been so lazy lately. The best thing is that the runs is how (not) long they are. I’ll be able to do most of them on my own since they’re short (think 4km tempo runs, etc.) and it stays light out for longer.
4. I’m considering having a Facebook page for Running 42km. I think my real-life friends might be sick to death of all my running related status updates and blog post links. Question is, though, would any of you “like” it? It’s another added thing so I’d only want to do it if you are interested. Let me know.
5. My parents, Colin and Spud surprised me yesterday with my birthday cake. This is only significant because my birthday was back on 17 March. Things were just too busy around my birthday for my mum to make my labour intensive cake so we had a different one that Spud picked out. Of course, being a mature 31 years old, I complained that I didn’t get “my” birthday cake. For the past month or so the cake and icing were in the freezer, but there was never a chance to assemble it. Spud did very well not spoiling the surprise yesterday! I wrote off his comment, “Happy Birthday, birthday girl!” (said with a big hug) as just him being his cute 4 year old self since he made me a block birthday cake a couple of days before. I’ll post a picture of what’s left of it for Wordless Wednesday!
*No snide remarks from you Barefoot Neil Z.
When I heard that they were inviting female bloggers – thanks AMR– to get creative and enter their contest I knew that I wanted in. I just didn’t know how I wanted to go about it. I’m not terribly artsy-craftsy, nor am I competent in front of a camera. Being that I’m a history major I found something written to do. I’m crap at essays (or anything for that matter) extolling my virtues. But a list was a little less intimidating. Until I decided that I should give them reasons why I should be on the van. And maybe one reason for every mile of the relay. It went well for a while then became daunting. I begged Colin to come up with reasons. He gave me 2. When I couldn’t sleep I’d lie there and think of things to add. I finally finished a week after I started. Some of them are great, some good and some mediocre. Some are personal and some are funny. Thankfully I never had to resort to “This is reason 186” as a reason.
It’s the mental aspect of this relay that I know I need. I’m having a hard time explaining this in words even though it makes sense in my head and my heart. I need to figure out who I am. Right now whenever I think about me all I think is “I’m just a stay at home mum.” Yet I know that I’m so much more than that. But I don’t know what. I’m stuck in a rut. Sometimes I feel like there isn’t much of me left even though my 20-something self before I had kids didn’t really know me either. See, not making much sense, right?
All I want is a chance to figure it all out and I see this as the way to do it. When else am I going to get to escape my life (and it’s a great life, don’t get me wrong) for 4 days?
Here’s where I need you:
There is no “most votes gets it” winner. The van teammates are picked at the sole discretion of Nuun. I think that my entry holds its own and can probably get me in. It meets all their criteria, but I’d love for you to show your support.
How? And don’t feel pressured to do so. Honestly only do it if you think I deserve it.
- Comment here. You don’t have to tell them I’m awesome (though I won’t complain if you do!). If you want to explain why you’re “voting” for me, feel free.
- Let them know on Facebook. All you have to tell them is that you think Alanna at running42km.blogspot.com should be on their HTC team.
- Let them know on Twitter. I don’t tweet, but if you do you can contact them @ministryofnuun. Same as above, just say “Alanna at running42km.blogspot.com should be on your HTC team.”
1. Where have I been, you ask? Mostly just reading other blogs. It’s not like I’ve been out of town or anything. Just kind of blog lazy. I haven’t been running much since I don’t start half marathon training until next week so there really hasn’t been much to say.
2. I think my blog stats are messed up. I went from having about 5-10 pageviews to having 151 yesterday. The weird thing is that they’re coming from blogs I read, but they haven’t linked me anywhere. Not that I mind my stats getting skewed. It makes me feel more popular than I actually am…
3. I’ve almost completed my entry for Nuun’s Hood To Coast contest. It’s taken me a week, but I hope to submit it tonight. I think (and hope and pray) that I actually have a shot at making it! For those of you who don’t know Hood To Coast is a 197-mile relay in Oregon. I’ll post about it once it’s sent off.